Blaringly Negative

I knew I shouldn't get my hopes up, I mean, that would have just been too lucky to get pregnant after the first round on clomid. But still... expecting a positive test is the whole point of trying right? I haven't completely broken into tears though (only a few teary eyes here and there). I am very fortunate to have a wonderful husband. He said he would make today the best it can be. We went to breakfast at my favorite place (Provo Temple), which is not just great because of the food, but the work we do before. It was so nice to feel that peace and love, and to serve someone else.
I'm so grateful to my Father in Heaven for his love, and the strength that he gives me. I know that God has a plan for me and my family and so I'm just going to keep doing the best that I can to serve him. A negative pregnancy doesn't have to determine my attitude.